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3 more months to go.

2011-11-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

I really wonder what i should be thinking.

At a moment i can't feel the sense of urgency, at another point i totally feel the rush but now i'm like stuck. Really don't know how to continue.

And the fighting goes again, why should i or am i even working so hard if it's just a diploma i'm fighting for. Not the career or the job in this line.

What do i want in my work?

2011-11-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

Seriously don't know if I can even complete this submission. It's only the first part and it's like that. But maybe because it's the research part but well. Just hope that I can finish up my work smoothly tml. At least just let me be well and not sick. Flu and sore throat is okay, but no headaches and no blinking of lights! )):

Really hate the feeling, I can't do much now. And really really cannot afford to be the same tml! Submission's on wednesday and that's only one last day to finish everything, at least a completion would help things out.

2011-11-09T16:04:00.000+08:00

Hey guys just ignore reading the previous post.

I read it again and it's like full of mistakes but i don't care lah huh,

i'm just blabbering and all nonsense come out!

Just don't bother to delete but you guys don't bother reading it too! (:

November, you definitely can be better to me.

2011-11-08T13:05:00.001+08:00

A RANT POST. NEED NOT EVEN BE BOTHERED TO READ!

Some things I cannot say it out yet but really. To sound better, it's a challenging month, the fact is just a really unlucky month!

Went out with bro and sy to get my printer ink and be a damn good friend to get koi for that 20yo kid- chenyujing on Sunday night. Thinking that it would be better and faster if I print out my notes but I went Jp and Clementi mall but black ink for my printerjust ran out of stock. They die die have colored ones when I don't need them. Forget it.

We went to have dinner at boon lay market tgt and then we ate the same stuff- stingray and oyster veg except that I add onions which they didn't. And I was the only one who had stomach ache few mins after dinner. Retarded lah. And for the whole of ytd, I've been dealing with my stomach ache while struggling to do my work.

I don't know why sia. I've finished my tod work earlier on but I totally forgotten about the need to print it or saving into my thumb drive and I only have a copy on my laptop which I didn't bring to school! Nvm luckily they mention it during lunch and I rush to take bus home forgetting that I had my keys in my another wallet in studio. Seriously thinking its just me but wtf did I forget to bring and wtf did I have two wallets with my keys in the other! Bang wall* so luckily, I saw hs's SMS before the bus came (it's already arriving) and I rush back to studio to take my keys-.-

Okay after all, I think I'm just damn retarded. Still got more but I don't want further embarrassed myself with my forgetfulness already!!

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otw back to school now!
-.-

It's not what you think.

2011-10-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

It's like I already knew this is going to happen and I've been trying to control myself but I just can't do it.. I think we'll drift because of this.. Totally make me cry. Fuck.

2011-10-29T13:09:00.001+08:00

Stay home weekend is always the worst man. Now I got to deal with the fucked-up autocad. It's giving me problem and not letting me uninstall it. WTF.

I'm not having any breakfast/lunch/brunch because both my sister and I are so lazy to buy or cook. So my brunch would be Quaker oats' cookie with raisin.
Hopefully I survive with that till grandpa's birthday dinner at amk later..

Different type of birds flock together.

2011-10-28T21:10:00.002+08:00

Oh I've seen the photos on my blog! Seems like quite nice but also means no captions allowed? I cant find that function. Quite dumb.

Today pretty much sums up a tiring yet not fulfilling day. We did stuffs lah but when I think back, seems like we didn't even do much? I don't know but really thankful that at least I have Jinghui with me.. Else can die, Really is doooooom~

And till now, time check 9pm, I'm still waiting for bus back home without dinner.. The train I took was without aircon and I was so stuffy and hot that I couldn't help but bus home instead of walking back..

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On side note, I saw someone who looks like the 333/334 bus driver at USS Halloween night as one of the ghost! Hahaha! We took pictures but I was about to laugh out in the pic because I was wondering what if its really him and he talk to me about it when I'm on board his bus. Hahaha.
Below is the pic of the 'bus driver' and us! Haha!

Another pic with the mummy that I was bursting into laughter! The mummy suddenly leaned his head towards mine when capturing the pic lah. Don't know why at the moment I just couldn't help wanting to laugh out.

USS HALLOWEEN!

2011-10-28T02:15:00.001+08:00

I just downloaded blogger app but it kinda sucks!

Anyway I totally had fun at Halloween night USS! Enjoyed myself and was so glad I went though its like not scary at all but I had fun taking pictures (sadly the photos didn't turn out as good) and seeing those ghost scare others girls who then went screaming away!! HAHAHAHA

I don't know how will my photos be shown, big or small because I can't change in on the app -.- sucks like I say. But I love the group picture cause the lightings damn good. The second shot of the same photo was better but my sister closed her eyes!

Those I uploaded were just 4 out of the many we took! (: will upload it onto facebook soon!

Oh well! Back to s.c.h.o.o.l work tomorrow!

Till then,

2011-10-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

I realised it's been a month since i came to this space.
I mean, i do remember but i just tend to be so lazy to update here, oh dear.
Okay meanwhile, i'll just have some random updates ya!

SMS conversation with my mum:

Damn obvious my mum ask my sis to type because can type but have to find the alphabets!
hahaha

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Recently i've been walking back from the mrt back to my house because i've been on site visits and i wanna exercise and save up those bus fare so as I always jay walk from opposite to my house,
I'll see this sign below first and I'll be okay, no jay-walking.

BUT at the back of it, it says pedestrians use crossing so i just cross the road because it asked me to!

HAHAHHAHA IT'S A JOKE OK (IF YOU DON'T GET IT)
I WAS JUST BEING DAMN KP! HAHA
It's like at one moment they ask you not to cross and the next moment suggesting you to jay-walk.
Can't they just put both the illustrated sign at the front and back?
Like as if old illiterate folks can understand the text.

p.s. i just talk alot lah; seriously with or without the sign, i'll still jay-walk.
Ooops.

SOME SELF-OBSESS PHOTOS OF ME!
with my thick eyebrows~

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In the canister of the Singapore flyer last Friday night!
Honestly i still feel that it's a waste of money up there, yeah all the nice view and all but you know what? I rather sit in City Space, enjoying my drink and food while still viewing the night scene.
And when i look at the environment below from City Space, i get more sense of belonging and satisfaction than I'm in when I'm in the flyer.
And i THINK I'll personally like it more in the day.

Inside POPEYES with my mash potato! :D

More photos in my EPL1 but apparently, i don't think it will be up here when it's not even on fb yet.
And i don't think it will be on fb anytime soon! ):

Till then.

the urge to get a tattoo..

2011-09-29T00:16:00.002+08:00

I totally slack throughout this holiday and i'm so enjoying, how?

How to start school like that? hhahaha

Have been drawing henna tattoo on my mybadself, help my sis while she wanna whip up meals for us, chill out as and when and i played badminton ytd!

NOW after playing... my body muscle is aching all over, from my thighs to my right arm, back, stomach, basically all my body areas except my left hand..

BUT I totally have fun playing despite my bad aiming and ALL.

My own henna design!

Just drew this yesterday night and today!

The peel-off color differ from the one i did at flea the other time,

the one i brought turns oranges for a long time before slowly turning to brown and darker brown color.

Totally don't know what to draw for the inner side of my leg so i just scribble a 'happy' word with some design and that's it. i drew the happy one today and then re-draw the text because it didn't get into my skin yesterday.. (wish explains why the top 2 pic below looks orange unlike the other two)

still like my star best!

just to show a clearer picture of how i looks like on my leg! (:

This was omelette fried rice, done on Monday night

This is the spaghetti my sis cooked for lunch today with scrambled egg and a sausage

I prefer penne than spaghetti so yup, i cooked the below for myself and my dad.

My father is just the most disgusting eater i've ever seen! i really think adding this kind of 'KFC' chilli sucks ttm already and he didn't see properly and squeeze both tgt- the chilli sauce and some jam!

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

My sis still made potato salad which i didn't take pic of and her failed chocolate dessert which we haven't even taste yet! guess i have to be guinea pig tml!...

2011-09-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hi! omg i don't even know it's been 10 days since i updated!!

First trip to bkk wasnt that pleasant for me but im not going to elaborate much!

Enjoyed myself at USS ytd! totally think it's not worth $72 for weekend pricing~!

And the fact we reach there at 10a.m!

Of course having said, i'm not one of the dumb ppl who paid that much lah.

It's only with discount that i decided to go.

Oh anyways, singapore is just full of rich people which explains why so many are going USS despite the price!

But then again i really enjoyed the rides! But queuing time sucks max.

I did not try the red(panasonic i think) and the blue(cylon) ride!

Because honestly i wasnt suppose to take those rides because of personal problems and besides,

baby didn't want to take the two rides because he thinks it's not very safe and he's afraid he might get giddy after the ride and worst if we're both giddy! so well, it's okay since it's for my own good!

For once, my bf is like sensible!

Back to the point i think maybe weekdays pricing with master-card discount is still okay~ about $50+ rather than $66 and that $10+ discount can get you a meal isn't it.

I only paid sgd4o for my USS trip, under baby's ntuc union!

really great deal i should say.

All my meals for that day makes up to the original ticket price of $70+ per person!

TOTALLY WORTH IT.

We (4 of us) had pizza combo in USS and Carl's Jr for dinner!

Despite saying so, i can totally relate why tickets are so expensive lah, looking at how much they spend on doing up all those rides and shows!!

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Still went for rhino class today after debating with myself while still lying on my bed.

I gotta say jonathan's a really good lecturer but he's too considerate that he teach us right from the beginning which i think it's a little waste of time because all the students there(except Ricky) basically understand how programs like rhino work isn't it; we just wanna get the hands of it as in the tools and tricks etc.

And i know lah, it's fair to ricky but then ricky came because he just got bored in the workshop plus it's a opportunity to learn and have something to do which explains his existence in the rhino workshop!

hahahah omg, really hope time pass faster tomorrow and wednesday!!

Most likely will only transfer pic after wednesday!

but hehehee everyone know right! haha

*cross fingers; I'll try*

I'm coming, BANGKOK!!!

2011-09-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

Saw the previous post?
I finally managed to post it from blogpress!!

And no, it's not counting down 4 days!
I'm flying to bkk tomorrow!!! I really can't wait for it :D
Heard from my friends there that it have been raining over there ):
Just hope the rain will at least stop tomorrow and sunday luh!
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Haha, am gonna wake up at 6 plus just to help my grandma clean her eyes after her surgery ytd and then back to sleep and up at 8 plus to catch my flight.

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I just can't stop reminding myself how it sucks.
At least taiwan was okay last time, why is it like that now, sigh.
But no, i'm still optimistic! I will be able to go to those places and i will enjoy!
Goodbye Singapore!

2011-09-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

@cityspace

Hate using flash and worst was iphone's flash is a bitch! So I rather it being like below haha

This beef pizza is damn yummy! Should totally try their pizza because I heard the table beside praising their pizza as well! (:

I ordered some rum with coke because baby scare it will be strong for me with on the rock but my drink totally don't taste like alcohol at all, sucks.
Baby's Rin on the rock taste like medicine to me.
Gimlet (gin&lime) is nice. Don't taste alcoholic as well but taste really good (: either I try something else or get that on my next trip there!

There was actually a kissing lips cloud in the center but can't really tell from here..

Got this couple that just had their ROM signed, chilling there and was dedicated a song by the singer (:

Yesterday at town; Didn't manage to go in h&m as it was so late and the queue was as we all know, long like never ending!

Looking forward to bangkok trip; count down 5 more days! :D

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2011-09-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

I really mean it and I really did screwed up my critique. It's not like I am faking or whatever. I know, maybe that's how people looks at me because that's how I look at few friends of mine when they did that. But well, I don't really care if I am the kind of person to you.

I just wanna constantly remind myself not to judge because it sucks to be judged by others especially receiving negative ones.

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On a side note, I'm so pissed with blogpress! It just keeps stopping me from blogging up series of photos that's I've already drafted! Wts. It's been 2 days but I'm so lazy to repeat typing the same thing on my laptop so that explains the lack of updates.
Am gonna put in some effort to do it tml if I rmb. Till then, counting down 2 days to bkk! I can't stop looking forward to it. I wish it's just going to happen when I wake up later!

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It should be alright?

2011-08-27T12:37:00.001+08:00

Ytd's crit was a disaster for me. I totally screwed it up like fuck. I don't know why I always can't explain to lecturers. No I should say I always can't do well explaining anything to this year's lecturers. I start to think if it's my level of English? Omg. Really is disappointing. I just hope I can at least get a B because of my models etc. But ya lah, I know it myself...

Anywaysssssss!
Omg I just need to say this.
Ytd I was on cab back with baby and his family and they send me back first and baby will send me up. So erm, how should i say.

Okay when I alight from cab to walk to my house, there's only this one path that leads to the lifts. There's 3 lifts, lift A,B,C then lift A was the one nearest to where I'm walking towards. Then suddenly both of us saw this woman, dressed in red, in specs( I saw that, I don't know if baby saw it the same as me) dashing towards the lift, as I recall, it was apparently lift A, from the angle she is running towards.. But when we reach the lift area where the 3 lifts are, lift A door was opened and I was already like taken back, baby knew and he told me he know. But as I was thinking, okay maybe she's at the side which we still can't see yet. But when we walk to lift A, there was no one in here. I immediately look at him and tell him that I know and ask him not to say cause I was like damn scare lah. Ya, we still board the lift.
Logically, it definitely is a passing-by spirit or what. Because when I alight, I look at the other 2 lifts and both were at level 12, my house lift is the old one which only have level 1,5,9,12. When I alight at 5, it's impossible that if 'she' took the other lift as well, she'll be at level 12 so fast because I know how slow my lift is. Im totally shocked because I'm always the one who sees it, but now even baby saw it.

I don't know if it's lucky or what, that I was with my boyfriend or was it that it's an unlucky thing that because of me, my bf saw it too.

In any case, I just wanted to share this. I think it meant no harm so it should be okay. I was just, still terrified that I saw it with my boyfriend cause It has never occur to me that I will see it when I was with any other people. Ya, it wasn't my first encounter...

Should i remove my anklet because of this?
I think I should right, but I don't bare to throw it away man.

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At least i know.

2011-08-25T01:58:00.000+08:00

I wanted to mention like my closer friends now are people whom i didn't/ wasnt close or even good with in the first place but things just got better suddenly without notice. It's like it's just fated?

It's like jc, we were damn good at first but some mother.!. bitch back-stab me and our friendship just stopped for more than a year. I mean we were back to close now (because jc got really guilty for believing bitches in the first place and i even cried really badly in school when she just ignore me for no reason at that time; but i only know about the bitch like few years after we were close back) but i really wanna slap that masked bitch so much. I always thought she was nice, polite, just normal, but who would have expect she's actually someone who is so fake. She was my friend's really good friend. May sounds complicated to you but nvm, you don't exactly have to be clear about this.

So ya, time pass and i became kinda good with this friend. Shit happens and all of a sudden, i felt that actually all the while she was just like her good friend(that bitch), she's been with a fake mask and all. I think sometimes it really takes someone of the same level to understand the other of the same kind. Thinking back it was really funny and stupid, perhaps complicated; you were close with this person and then she just say bad things about you and apparently you should have heard about it, but somehow you decided to just back on us and be close back with her, telling her everything we said and felt about her. Honestly, we got nothing to be afraid of; it's the fact that we just didn't want to tell her straight in the face. But I think you're just funny.

I find all those really childish, i don't even how why and how things turn out like this but anyways, i think it's like one of the best thing cause you found people who were true. AND IF EVER, those true people were the most fake ones, i will just take it as nothing because i think shits happen all the time; people come and go and they'll eventually just become history (not memories) in your life.

&&&,

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH THOMAS HOBBES STATE OF NATURE:

EVERY MEN AGAINST EVERY MEN; MEN ARE NATURALLY SELFISH.

(is the above shocking? like since when i even mention TOD without complaining!? HAHAHA)

In fact i can relate to so many tod-related stuffs.

Above is just something damn normal but i just wanna link it to be said by some famous people in the history. LOL

I don't know why! But this year's tod really got me kinda hooked on and i totally love yvette.

she's really good. She should have taught me year 1, 2& 3!!

Actually if you realise, I'm off topic of what i wanted to say initially!

But when i read through the stuff i write, maybe it's not very obvious but ya, i never have thoughts of mentioning those bitches incident but it just came out naturally.

Maybe i should just draft something sweeter next time.

Side note, my boyfriend is indeed my best friend. But who knows, if he ever betrays me, i know i still have my family, my dear sister who will definitely be true to me cause we are the same. (lol, buay-tahan myself haahhahahaaaaaaaahahaaaaahaaahaaaaaaaaa)

We think a lot, so much that it's too much to be written or said out.

2011-08-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

I'm actually supposed to be doing my TOD Journal which is currently only at 2 entries.

I'm so going to not have complete submissions man.

But i really did try to understand and write but there's too much struggles in them.

I don't get the point of the lecture and how am i going to even reflect on them.

Despite saying the above, i really do enjoy tod better this year.

It talks about stuffs which i can still relate to, for instance public spaces, us as a citizen, stuffs that relates to us and architecture.

I actually think alot, but all that was thought has already been written once in my head and i have difficulties trying to squeeze them out again in pen. Then so, what should i do.

I'm not good in my languages so that constitutes to my problem isn't it.

Okay my point was already totally unrelated to the above.

I wanted to pen this down that i think i really still want to be a psychologist.

I was beside my sister and she was studying for her psychology exams tomorrow.

Sometimes i really feel so proud of her, for fulfilling our dreams which i failed to.

Maybe i have the thinking that 'studying does not bring us anywhere' too deep in my mind that i didn't work hard enough for my O's. But i really regret. Regret alot for wasting my parent's money and going into this course which i only have minor interest in or in fact not much interest in as i was interested in interior design, not architecture. oh ya fucked up fact that i cannot stop emphasising.

And my biggest regret was to study something which i don't even have much interest in. Why didn't i just go work so at least i can save up money for my future. Why did i even come to this course.

I wish i could just wake up to the day when i graduate like seriously!!

And i am thinking now, if i should further my studies as a psychologist. But i hate studying, i really really do. Even studying psychology, i want to know and learn how human think and how to help them. I see no point knowing whatever history shit because end of it, when I'm consulting my patient, i wouldn't be telling them all the theory. okay whatever, i think I'm just stupid and immature in all my actions and thoughts. Fml.

Its like i think everyone is beautiful except myself.

Everyone have big dreams and all, but how many can actually make them real? i think it only happens in history, movie and in dreamland.

I'm still the optimistic me though, don't judge me by just what was written in my blog. haha because in reality, things are just different.

If i were to be reborn again, i wished i can remember whatever happened when i was young. i really envy people who remembered their childhood and their past. I wished i could share whatever happen to me when i was young but i can't and it's such a pity. I wished i remember how my sister looks like when she was born and how i look and judge people when i was young.

Typing this spend me half an hour. bye.

2011-08-19T00:10:00.001+08:00

Just feel like uploading all the outdated pics! Lazy to caption so just see k. Haha

Really time to diet le lah! See my leg so fat );

Dying thumb is recovering! (:

Okay nothing much on my phone already!

Rushed to print my presentation panels though it's like one of the ugliest and submission was extended...
Oh well, time to concentrate on tod for submission on Monday! Taking a break now and will start tod prolly in a while or tomorrow!

All the best for submissions!

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2011-08-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

Hi. Okay, this post is supposed to be on 9 august cause i forgot to mention that baby brought me and huisian bubble tea all the way from work and because of that, his mum went to have dinner by herself and baby had maggie for dinner-.- He can go buy dinner or what lah but he just want make me guilty. (haha no lah, he just say he don't want go eat by himself-/-)

So finally MATECH is over for this submission! Thankfully.

I did stick my model in the day just now but i ran out of glue..

being the lazy me, obviously i damn lazy to get glue..

so after my glue ran out, I've been eating and surfing the net.

irritating luh me, later then complain no time for work.

ESP FOR TOD! HAHAHA.

But at least i think i'm the kind who will do work luh, so still okay lah huh.

haha, i mean who will be doing work 24/7 right, especially when you have lecturers like mine now!

I'm already missing gongcha's fresh milk roasted melon! Gonna have it tml!

I wanna watch bridesman but i've been giving it a miss for weeks cause of the lack of seats!

I don't wanna book online luh, damn waste money when i always buy tix for 7bucks only.

The remaining 3/4 bucks is for my gongcha! Hahaha

This post is supposed to be uploaded just now haha but i just went off to do other works, so well.

Good night people!

2011-08-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

I must do matech! I must do matech! I must do matech tomorrow!!!! Omg I just wish nothing gets in between my work and stop me from doing my work can! I really will give up lah!

Now that i finally do download blogpress on my phone, I think I'll blog more often! Esp times like now, sitting in the bus, listening to my songs and typing whatever I want. How I wish tod is as easy as this huh!

The only happy thing to see the above model is that the plywood looks like it's a hole on the framework! So cute hehe. The below one don't really look like a hole already, but it's okay since that's not the purpose in the first place.

Hahaha

& so proud to have them take picture of my model! lol

That's all or today! Just so nice, i reached home! Perfect timing! Perfect work progress later too!!

Hahaha and oh. We spend half the afternoon nailing the framework when actually it didn't seem so hard. So irritating!

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Stress.

2011-08-08T09:28:00.001+08:00

I really can't stand my matech assignment anymore, it's driving me mad ): I just wanna escape the fact that I suck at it. All the material just stop me from going to my designs and all. Sigh, but thanks to Huisian, i learn new stuffs and material. So I should have been closer to her last time? Haha, probably there might be chance that I can continue this line man.

I think my FYP project is going to be so dead. Then again, back to the question, why should I care since I don't even want to be in this line! Omg.

Please fast forward time to thurs' matech submission, whether I can have full submission or not! I can't take it no more. Some more with the project costing, I totally want die Liao. (fyp even worst. Die)

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Happy anniversary to us! (:

2011-08-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hahhahaa I can't believe it that when I was blowing my nose earlier on yesterday morning, I actually blew something black out! When i saw it i was like wtf!? I know it sounds damn disgusting but I think I was the black bean I had for dinner the day before.. Omg.

But then again our organs are connected tgt so.. Hahhaa it's actually normal ya? I'm just disgusted myself.

Sorry to share this with whoever that's reading this.. Haha hope you're not eating while reading this.

Anyway yesterday was our 4 years together, reserved seats at Don Quijote, a Spanish restaurant over at dempsey road but turns out there's only seats available for tonight, so we went ichiban sushi yesterday night and just the two of us, we ate about $80!! I regret eating so much cause it was so fattening and I was so full that I can hardly move+sleepy right after dinner but the food is just so irresistible!
I hope we don't eat too much later, cause end up all will be digested and the money will be gone!

):

2011-08-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

OUR 4 YEARS ANNIVERSARY IS COMING YET I HAVE NO TIME TO CELEBRATE AT ALL!

SUBMISSIONS SUBMISSIONS AND SUBMISSIONS!

DAMN IT.

No idea why...

2011-07-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

We both started with no quarrels for months... And it suddenly sipped in... Slowly, it became a routine... And now it's like an everyday thing...

I dunno what or where went wrong... Maybe her patience with me ain't like the day we first got together.

YES AH!

2011-07-18T23:41:00.002+08:00

Yet another day of submission!

Glad that today I had all my sliced layers cut out with the laser machine.

YAYYYY though i didn't do any final consult before making my model.

I just pray that nothing will go wrong?
No, it must not go wrong!

Enjoyed my day at ECP ytd!

I had make-up on and they couldn't stop teasing me about it wtf ):

It's like really my face damn cui now with the lack of sleep and all plus yes I'm vain, i don't deny it so well, though the face still cmi-.-

\Took pics!

But i will upload them together with the JB trip pictures from my EPL1.

yes! i guess that kinda bring back your memory about it ya, haha.

Okay, some pics from ytd from my phone below!

Grumpy as always~!

I look so old beside her!

omg she's older than me but she look just like a kid! ):

All those rainy seasons that spoiled our ecp trip-/-

yeah notice i wore the same outfit as i went ECP with poly cliques the other time? haha!

Alright, back to complete my model! Oh ya i got all cut but only about 100 pieces stick together, 417 pieces more!

Gonna enjoy this coming weekend no matter what!

F-M-L

2011-07-11T18:42:00.001+08:00

Confirm people thinking whatthefuck is wrong with me that I spend the whole day since morning till 5pm and I can have incomplete submission.
But as if I want it. I really can't do. I totally cant do the model at all. And the whole day I only had potato salad for the whole day. Thinking back I really don't know. Now I'm so angry with myself that I wasted so much time, doing nothing at all. I did not entertain my phone sms, fb or whatever, i don't know. Really so fucking pissed.
Sigh but back to the point it's still me isn't it.
I just couldn't get it done because I don't know how to. Its like what's the point of the lecturers when they can't even help you when you needed them.
And now I have an incomplete submission but I still have to continue with the styrofoam model just for the fuck sake of the next progess. Seriously.
Won't you feel angry when you have to continue doing something when it's already been marked with low or failed grades?!
Omg it's just like what I said in the previous post. Dont wanna continue ranting already.
I just need to let out. Still blaming myself though I don't regret not bringing the stryofoams back home and going out yesterday.

I still want to go ECP next week please! Hopefully all will be done since it's just models. Just hopefully those lecturers don't make things hard for us again by changing unnecessary things and or asking us to change our graph at such last minute moment.
Sigh!

One of the awesome-s in my life.

2011-07-11T09:23:00.001+08:00

How to I start or even express myself, hmm.
I can't deny the fact that guys are better than women in the areas of mechanical, arithmetical and abstract reasoning but I really feel damn blessed to have my boyfriend as my boyfriend. Haha sounds weird *have my bf as my bf*

but anyway the whole current 3 years that I'm in this interior design course, I actually learn more from my bf than the lecturers.
Yes that's a fact.
Which is why I keep reminding myself how useless this poly course is.
I also see my friends who have better potentials wasting their time here then they can learn more and better stuffs than here.
They are people who can go straight to university with the knowledge they have but they have to get through poly first. I guess thats just how reality works. Everything goes step by step, unless you really can prove you're a genius.

My point of this entry was actually just to pen down my thought about this current project and this course but as I was typing I decided to not re-do my graphs.

I've been debating inside my brains whether It is worth for me to re-do my graphs or not because after 'consultation' with my bf for about the same period of time I consulted the lecturers, I actually learn what I can do with my graphs. Comparing to the consultations with the lecturers, all I get is "WTF and why should I do this and that"

Maybe to you guys it's just 'a pre-judgement i have for the lecturers and it's just I think my bf was great when it's not' but well I'm not trying to convince anyone to think the same way as I do. I'm just saying how I felt. And the fact is I do think some of my lecturers were great people and thinker.

In conclusion, I love my bf especially when he's behaving the smart side of him. hate him acting annoying, childish and stupid though sometimes those act make me laugh, those acts are irritating most of the time! << see this tanfatan!

Thinking back, 3 years 11 months.

2011-07-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

Today also marks us being together for 3 year and 11 months.

How time flies, next month we'll be with each other for 4 years.

The period sounds long but it didn't felt as long.

Throughout it just felt like, being with my best-friend?

Ya, to me he's like my best-friend, someone i can tell my everything to.

I feel comfortable with him and all.

I often thought about it, why did i even went to meet him 4 years back when i actually was in a relationship with another guy. It felt like a wrong thing to do ya, but i really can't recall the decision back then.

Even just a year after being together, i forgotten the reason why that day happened.

Was it really fated or?

Because I felt that i've forgotten how to communicate with people.

I am no longer the usual crazy and friendly/sociable(?) me.

The me where i would just open up even to an stranger and talk about all shits, making new friends and all.

So like i really appreciate the affinity that we got together even till today because somehow or rather i rely on him alot. That is somehow bad i know but this is how environment shapes us isn't it?

We often become reliable to someone because we don't want to be left alone.

Of course that's not the reason we've been together for so long.

It's probably the sense of belonging i should say.

Whatever it was, i love him.

you, kennytanfatan <3

All in the back of my mind...

2011-07-05T17:31:00.005+08:00

I've always feel like i can do better but the more i contemplate, the more i don't get the stuff done because everything is already done quickly, nicely and effectively in the back of my mind.

Was it plain laziness or i put in too much effort in the thinking process to even be bothered to pen things down. But the way the brain works is that it just goes so fast with all info but quick moments later they disappeared, into what you call your subconscious brain.

You know what?
I regret not brushing up my English, i blame my parents and the environment for not shaping up my language. Else i would be able to express myself more.

Time is not running out, though the world might end, i can further improve myself.

Question is where and how to start?

And that question itself always links to no achievement of task done at the end of the day.

Oh well.

I think i kinda feel tod-ish today.

So not me but maybe this should be me.
I guess it's all thanks to a sentence my sister said days ago that hits me.

2011-07-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

Was really happy that i don't need to re-do my graph!

It was like hard work paid off kind of feel.

I gave up my entire Friday and Saturday as well as mahjong for those graphs.

But seems like kinda worth it!

FYI, i failed one matech submission and i was damn fucked up with it.

Honestly C or even C+ is fucking bad and kinda = fail to me already.

D is like pity marks already luh.

Got a D+ and a F for matech is really like WTS.

The F for matech is really wtf, i don't how and why i got it and i don't think i will be convinced with whatever the lecturer say luh. it's like at least a full submission and i fail is like bullshit.

Yes yes i know i gave up on studying this course and all but

truthfully who likes or want bad results right.

Confirm still angry + disappointed with the grades.

I will be utterly disappointed if i score bad for this current shoemaker's project.

I will be real sad because it's one of those projects that i like doing and look forward to.

side note; I'm already looking forward to holidays now!

Bangkok I'm coming for you sooooooooooooooooooon! <3

GUACAMOLE SAUCE!

2011-06-28T18:34:00.001+08:00

AH HELLO! OMG I'M SO EXCITED! I FOUND THE NAME OF THE AVOCADO SAUCE I LOVE!

SERIOUSLY HAPPY HAHAHHA ^^ ^^ ^^

Guacamole, a dip made from avocados, is originally from Mexico. The name is derived from two Aztec Nahuatl words - Ahuacatl (avocado) and Molli (sauce).

the only sad thing is I'm damn craving for it now! shit.

Gonna pester my aunt to buy avacado and make it for me again!

OH AND I JUST SAW SOME COMMENTS ON ADDITIONAL HOMEMADE RECIPE -

MINCED GARLIC!!

OMG GARLIC IS HEAVEN! HEHEHE.

THE LOOK FOR THE SAUCE MAY NOT BE VERY APPETISING BUT DON'T JUDGE!
IT'S REALLY DAMN GOOD.

MEXICAN FOOD SHALL BE IN THE TOP LIST OF MY TRY!

Oh and i crave for the Indian restaurant we went the other time also!

Also LAYS, Manhattan, IKEA, Astons, Ajisen, Ding Tai Fung, Escargots, Buffet, those garlic/onion sauce that i love, Botak Jones, Carls Junior, omg and alot lah!

I don't know how to be on diet like this sia.

TskTsk...

I hope going gym, every week will help at least a little.

But then again, those guys go eat after gym everytime -.-

headache.

Back from short haitus!

2011-06-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

I kind of just stop blogging.
tskkkkkk i've been too busy the whole holiday!
But so far the most fulfilling holiday during poly!

--
And know what, as expected (HAHA), first project brief was launched today!
But somehow i feel kinda excited for it hahahaha think it's somewhat interesting.
I hope that feeling stays for as long as the project is still going on.
I'm like currently busy with other stuffs but i just like the feeling that my schedule is packed all day.
PROVIDED I DON'T FEEL SICK, that's where i feel fulfilled in my whole long day (:

I've not even have the time to upload my one-day trip to JB via train!

Alright, time to hit the bed early. Lesson at 8 tomorrow!
Though that's the only module that will still be marked present even if you're an hour late!
BEST!
BUT THE LECTURER.... LOL.
PROS AND CONS Y'KNW!
HAHA!

It may be hard, but i wish for success in one go.

2011-06-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hi! I'm back from my one-day JB trip!

& the main reason of me going is to take the train ride!

hahahaha it may be retarded to most people but it's definitely not!

Though i didn't manage to capture much nice pics because both journey rides we only managed to get the tickets for the shuttle bus which is under free seating-.-

It's wasn't really as bad, just that i couldn't capture pics as i wish because I'm like standing with heads blocking me here and there.

I don't know why my mood just damn temperamental recently,

sigh i don't wish to always throw temper at baby but really at times i can't stand it even though when i think back, it's just such a trivial matter!

I like the feeling when i'm damn busy with my schedule all packed but then again i didn't even touch any assignments.

my tod~ oh oh.

*keep telling myself whatever, whatever.*

While cycling with sham!

Took the above while cycling.

yes, cycling with one hand and the other snapping away~

but I'm such a noob compared to sham in cycling with one hand. hahaha

I will upload more pics soon! (:

Humans are all masked-animals.

2011-06-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

I feel bad to say but I've been blogging over at tumblr and i totally neglected this page.
Because currently tumblr is the place where i wanna let out all my thoughts& where i can say out whatever I've been swallowing back.
But soon i will post up pics!
And of course i won't neglect it once we change blog url!
Because..........
haha, you don't have to know! hehe.

Most probably not blogging tml too because I'll be out the whole day.
I'll be back SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! (:

Dreadful Photography

2011-05-31T12:00:00.000+08:00

The wedding photos don't really turn out ideal to our liking (without editing) and all the photos are duplication with different backgrounds.

Also regrading one thing that I'm really pissed about is the unprofessionalism photographer of ours.
Both Baby and i actually didn't plan our poses, etc. for the shoot because we took this as a trial. But we were expecting the photographer to assist us in our posture so we can see how those photographers actually take wedding shots and the angles etc. and he did (badly),
by just asking us to do the same thing throughout our entire journey.

Yet he got the cheeks to tell our friends (who went for the shoot too) that we don't know how to pose. Mentioning that it was for more fun to take for our friend as they plan a whole list of poses to do and tell the photographer what angle to take etc.
But hello? Should you even tell other couples any thing about other couples? Is that an act of a professional?

And also, as a photographer, we respect that you have your own angle of beauty so I can't be guiding you to take certain angle.

I really despise the way he work.
Worst was we didn't even complain that it his first time taking night shots and now he is talking bad about us behind our backs.

Now, I'm thinking whether to complain him to the in-charge.
We can't be bothered if he and his wife came from Indonesia just for his job. Like as if it's any of our business.

We shall see when we're going down again and we will update again if we did complain about them!
Even though maybe it's just we're too unlucky to get him because he cannot tell people what poses to do.

He can only take photos for people who have their own poses.

Talking about having 5 years of experience in this line, he can jolly well say that to the hole on
my crack.

Looking Forward (:

2011-05-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

I know I know I know..
I haven been blogging!
Because I've been, haha over somewhere else..
But i will not fore sake this site!
Planning to change URL link and all so ya!

I should be doing matech now and checking out the damn CSW email/letter format
but I'm thinking of new blog URL hahaha!
So okay, i blog out an entry previously in regards to my disappointment with the photographer for our shoot but i have decided to not blog it yet and let baby edit and re-blog it but i think it sure takes him weeks/ months or he won't even do it!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So well, as i was blogging halfway, our new blog link has been decided to be
ardorlove.blogspot.com!

Oh wait, SHOULD be blogspot. haha (:
But won't be up so soon!
till then, I'll still be here, (:

Speak a thousand words.

2011-05-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

Failed shot with yummy escargots #1

Failed shot with yummy escargots #2

Blur+cramp face HAHAHA

Slightly passed shot (:

Saw the fork!! Someone trying to take my escargot!

Obvious is who hor.

Got the DVD for all our raw photos of the pre-wedding shots already.
But like don't look as nice as those few we saw previously!

(I haven look at them yet, the DVD with baby.

just browse through thumbnails only)

Steven and tricia's one really not bad so well,

it's okay anyway we're only trying out the photographer's skills and etc.! (:

If you don't know, you'll never know.

2011-05-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

My face is in a mess and my skin condition getting from bad to worst.I...
wanna get it fixed asap )):

Unless you're a famous blogger else a blog should be one that pens down your thoughts ya?

But I'm just the type who will not fucked you up unless you're beyond my tolerance and/or unless i don't ever have to see your face again.
So yeah, I'm just reminding myself that i still have to continue tolerating.
What a life now.

PLEASE DISAPPEAR IN MY LIFE.

2011-05-22T17:39:00.001+08:00

Currently at siying's house! My sis's friend.
And I'm trying to do my work, oh man~
I've been slacking too much since school starts..
But that's also kinda what i wanted,
since i know all i want is this diploma and nothing else..

But i also know, I still put in more effort than a lot of others despite saying the above.

~~~~
&I can so kill someone now.
I don't wanna say anymore, I'm exploding!!!

!@#$%^&*()_(!@#$$*$($)#!@%$%_*()*&$#%$!$#@$%$*^(*)(#$$!#@$*^&(()+_(#@!~~!~@@!#@$^$#*!~!!

A normal bad day.

2011-05-18T23:43:00.001+08:00

I just blogged in my dreams ytd night!
Serious! And when i woke up i totally forgotten what i wanna write on-.-

Anyway today was a really bad day...
Don't wanna elaborate much!
Mainly i just messed up ytd's and today's timetable and made a fool of myself.
When i was otw home, things got worst;
It just had a heavy downpour suddenly and i was drenched while walking home.
Worst was the rain stopped awhile after i reached home!

I guess it's just a normal unlucky day for me ya.
You've been always hearing my rantings ha-ha(sarcastically)

Worst thing now was i wanted to print out a from for some bursary shit and the printer just wanna fool with me and be so fucked up-.-
I really don't know what to do, was damn pissed because i never had a bursary done and always was due to all those fucking forms and NRIC photocopy shit!
can't everything just be done online?!
FTSR.

I think I'm gonna be patient(try to be) and try printing it again, if all fails then bye to my $$$ k,
i give up!

(:

2011-05-16T15:12:00.001+08:00

Okay, if you're really interested in the pre-marriage photo shoot and you don't dare to ask me (haha),
just email: sweet.zecret@gmail.com
state that you're interested in the pre-wedding photo-shoot and quote that you're introduced by Shirley & Kenny!
As easy as that!
I guess that would be easier for you guys.

While doing so, please CC me @ shirakijun@hotmail.com as well!
The slots now are only left for 8 more couples only.
If you don't wanna miss this free chance then you gotta be quick!!
(:

You decide.

2011-05-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

Don't know why blogger been having so much problem when i wanna blog!
I too wanna think positive, think that good things will wcome along
but it always just doesn't seem the case for me...

Okay so as you guys knowwwwwwwwwwww,
baby and i went for PRE-wedding photoshoot ytd.
Okay i know pre-wedding to you guys may just be wedding photos and all but to us it's just a trail to our actual photoshoot.
And we tried this basically caused we got it for free and out of curiosity.

If you're interested to know how, just ask me and you can get it for free too~
Promotion's ending in 2 weeks time though so if you're confirmed interested,
drop me an email(shirakijun@hotmail.com) or just ask me through Facebook! (:

I've yet to receive the photos though but this are some pics i took with iphone quality!

Just done with make-up..

changed in..

The night shoot ended at past midnight!

& Baby said i look like Dao Ming Si's mother in Meteor Rain with the hair and make-up!

(流星花园) which means i look like a WITCH! wtf =.=

after the shoot;

i think i look like a peranakan, esp with my top! LOL

and this is the amount of clips of my hair that night
with the pair of falsies behind.

Even washing my hair the moment i reached home ytd, my hair still smells of the hair spray now!

Can imagine how much amount she sprayed -.-

OH! & THE AMOUNT OF FOUNDATION SHE PUT IS DAMN THICK!

I had a hard time removing when i got home O:

But well, i guess that's kinda expected. haha

THEN AGAIN,
If you're interested to know how, just ask me and you can get it for free too~
You gotta be fast cause slots are limited.
drop me an email(shirakijun@hotmail.com) or just ask me through Facebook!!!

If you and your partner is considering marriage then why not give this a try since it's free!
For me i tried night shot because i wanna see how it turns out cause I've never thought of taking night shot for my wedding album in the future.
But if all turns out well then i might consider it!
So well, (:

Wasting time while calculating the lost time in those calendars yo!

2011-05-12T16:09:00.000+08:00

Meeting aud, grace and shuying later for dinner!
I really craving for fish&co.!
Cause I've been eating Manhattan all the while as they were having tons of promo!

Food ah food, why you so tempting!
HAHAHA

@One Place Western Restaurant.

Sorry for bad quality! taken with iPhone front camera~~

below is the face i'm having now!

I'm wasting time in studio now! fucking hate it.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

SIDE NOTE: NVM NVM NVM, I SHALL ENJOY LATER! BUT STILL ~!@#$%^&*()+%$#@!

~~~~~

The above was supposed to be updated before i meet the girls for dinner but blogger was giving me problems!

So yup, i'm back from dinner!

Probably we share the food or what, the platter for 2 was freaking little! hahaha but it's okay cause like it's better not to eat too full for dinner also! hahaha

and i managed to drink bubble tea when we were going back cause i wasn't very full (:

I definitely enjoyed the dinner with laughter and lots of nonsense till my throat is kinda sore now!

hahahhaha, shall TRY doing TOD journal now..

* please don't procrastinate Shirley! *

2011-05-11T14:56:00.001+08:00

I know I'm emo-ing when i want to listen to Chinese songs.
But also, i listen when i feel like singing.

And i think it's both now.

自知自明.

2011-05-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

Honestly i am pissed off with the kind of attitude I'm receiving.
If you see this, that would be great because unless i really can't take it,
i won't exactly voice it out but yeah, i guess my patience level for stuffs like that is pretty high.
Don't think about taking advantage of it though,
I have my limits too.

It may/ may not be obvious who I'm referring to but i hope
for the minimal 10% of self realization that you will know I'm referring to you.

Living my poly year 3 in denial.

2011-05-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

About a month since I'm out with contacts and my ELP1!

Loving the lighting from the sun!

But hate to sweat cause of the dazzling sun too O:

:DD

@Saizeriya for Escargots!! YUMMY~!

Someone acting retarded like me. lol

Before heading out..

Preparing to wash up in the night!

I wasted my whole sunday doing nothing at home!

Enjoying the aircon in my room, away from the heat; with my bubble tea

and surfing the net all the while~

When will my wish come true?

2011-04-29T17:07:00.001+08:00

The one and only thing i reckon as happy was that the graph i drew was acceptable.
THAT WAS LIKE PHEWWWWWWWW! FINALLY!!

2 weeks of calendar studying feels like 2 month of shit!
Everyone in the studio is going like about how we're gong to get a degree in calendar reading instead of dip in ID (interior design)!

So now the stages is to draw out the 3d perspective of the graph analysis of the calendars(wtf)
and then the making of the 3d model!
Seriously only looking forward to the model part man.
Rest are all processes which no one cares except ourselves!
- the thick and thin we went through to get this degree.

OH DID I MENTION?
ONLY 10%!!
10% WEIGHTAGE!
YES, 10%!

WTF right, do so much work for only 10% and when you hear me say it in real, it just sounds like the jetstar adv.!
But people get 10% for enjoyment, we? 10% for hard work and hell.
10%!

A new start is badly needed.

2011-04-24T22:06:00.001+08:00

I finally realised one good thing about ITP!
Not that it's my first time working but...
after work at least we get a good rest at home and can enjoy our weekends!
Back to school now, everything's back to a pile of mess just like my table O:

Pros and cons lah..
I get to not wake up so early every single day,
have long weekend every week(though might not able to fully utilize it) and etc.

Still, Interior Design = no life, studying or working.
I wished school ends tml ):

Some things cannot be undone.

2011-04-19T21:20:00.001+08:00

Okay, i just accidentally left this site forgotten! ;x

Alright, i decided to pen this down though i know you won't be seeing this.
I'm really sorry though from what you say,
the one you're disappointed with is not me..
I feel bad but i guess i was just damn selfish and I'm really sorry.
I hope you're really not disappointed with me like what you've said.
I know you're very kind-hearted and we obviously can't force you to do
what we are doing but like really, it's not only us.
Whoever gets into this situation,
I'm sure will be even more cruel than us (esp people around us).

Seriously this is bad. I hope nothing will be affected.

On this second day of school, we already got 3 assignments!
One due coming Thursday, another two, next Tuesday !
Tml will have another 2 more and then Thursday will be even worst!
Sounds little but the work load definitely isn't.
and i am still not doing work! How great can i be!

@ work.

2011-04-08T13:19:00.000+08:00

Was looking through interior designs as requested by my company and

i love this! It's modern contemporary zen home design

and i like this because it feels so home and cosy!

Most importantly, the concept is those that i would love to design!

Simple. Playing with forms.

Taken from the site,

"This T House that you’re about to see isn’t just being inspired by the former traditional Japanese house. You can see how the floor plan in this modern Japanese contemporary house is very much the same of the traditional Japanese home. All rooms at this Japanese contemporary home floor plan all comes to one point and that’s the dining place. From the Japanese dining room you can access the bedroom, kitchen and living space. What differentiate them is that on each room doesn’t have boundary or sliding doors like the traditional Japanese house does. This pentagonal house design is located in Tsuhima and designed by by Kazuya Morita Architecture Studio, a small village in the vicinity of Nagoya, Japan

This modern contemporary zen home design has the simplest floor plan form supported with not much wall accessories or furniture that is rich in design. The young couples who will be living here wanted a modern home with comfortable features without leaving their Japanese heritage and still have that Zen feeling or aesthetics. It’s also great to find out that with diagonal floor plan you can have various access of views, like the garden and the street. Natural light can also come from every angle, thanks to the large windows. It’s a good mix of old and new, and it’s a revolutionary home design that isn’t just have a gorgeous interior design but also fit in well with the surrounding neighborhood."

entrance

living space interior

love the above views especially!

bedroom interior

3d plan of the pentagonal house! Love the concept can.

I don't know if this is affected by the recent tsumani,

if not I want to visit this house~!

Regret for not regretting earlier.

2011-04-04T16:03:00.001+08:00

I'm so dying of pain ):
Yes, it is here luh and every month is like that, just wanna die when i have it man.

Why am i such a contradicting person.
I think about what i want to do but i'm just so lazy to do it.
Procrastination you call it.
Why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
i don't used to be like that.
& now, i can't even recall how to write those Chinese characters i wrote back then in sec sch.
FML, yes that totally describes me.

My memory is falling like as if I'm a dementia patient
& everything feels like they're no longer a part of me ):

@4pm,
just went up to pack their storeroom but luckily our in-charge got the heart to ask us to wait for the aircon to be done then we go up and continue packing like seriously i was soaked in sweat just now!
Then now suddenly very hot, it's like i keep having slight headache cause of that!

I am growing my fringe long for good (:
took a few pics with center parting few days ago, lol.

2011-04-03T00:55:00.001+08:00

I don't know it's my metabolism/ hormones or whatever shit.
I just sweat like once I'm lack of wind! like seriously very wtf.
How to prevent sia? )):

And i have been feeling the coming of menses but for days it haven been here.
Worst is i just keep drinking bubble tea these few days cause of craving!
Hopefully i won't have much cramps (... like it will! stop dreaming shirley!)
HAHA but really, HOPE.

Slacking at town today, didn't even bother to make up
cause i was feeling so damn lazy when in fact i didn't even wanna go out!
And it's like we just go out to eat today!
Had Marche for dinner, walk around here and there and then chill at toast box
till i decided to bus home at 10 plus.

Am tired now but very hot to sleep!
Then again, thanks to whoever that invented aircon!
Just awhile more i can sleep comfortably! ^^
Good night~

Your little move makes my day.

2011-04-01T11:28:00.007+08:00

Quite a blast of pics, Just so because i haven been uploading!

I guess march is pretty much a bad month for me.

Every morning confirm something make me suay but definitely not for April!

School starting right after ITP.

And that alone is saddening ):

I just wished, really wished all was over.

I wanna graduate and get my ass out of school!

Alright, Manhattan's currently have April Fool promo at only $3.99 for their fish&chips!

Obviously i'm not missing it. HAHAHAHA

Only for today and it's a ALL-DAY promo leh.

So worth it can.

unlike those MAC/ BURGER KING'S PROMO LOL.

And i just saw wendy's having that promo also! haha.

I'm missing Aston, Marche, Popeyes, Fish&Co., Ajisen, Ichiban, IKEA's food and lots of those delicious food too~

But slim body is wanted!

Tricked baby early in the morning and i felt so bad.

Cause baby even told his boss he's taking urgent leave when i told him i fell and hurt my head.

hahaha i'm such a bad gf, awww/.

2011-03-31T09:43:00.001+08:00

THIS SUCKS. MY EYES HURTS ):

NOW I AM CLOSING MY RIGHT EYE AND ONLY USING ONE EYE TO DO WORK.
PATHETIC.

I WANT ITP TO END FASTER!

I must be mad

2011-03-29T09:11:00.000+08:00

Haiyo. So I'm finally updating this page again huh.
Okay today is a bad start. Actually everyday is lah.
Always there'll be this something that want spoil my day early in the morning.
Don't know why ):
And today I'm mad. I know since ytd that we have to get down
to their balestier warehouse to help unpack the stuffs we pack the other time.
It's super cheap labour lah, which company wont want use intern to do those dirty, smelly job that others won't want do. And i overslept today, have abit of tummy upset yet otw to work! I must be mad to still get up since im late! I will only say myself suay for getting this company.
We're just there to be on standby and call upon when they are needed.
I'm optimistic but at the same time I get pissed easily.
And I'm really angry with this company and the fact of being posted here!

Am typing this while on train.
May today be a day not as bad as imagined!

Zodiac Facts- Sagittarius& Scorpio

2011-03-18T12:09:00.001+08:00

I really wanna blog but i don't want my post to be all full of words and words only
BUT I CAN'T FIXED THE PROBLEM! (i not making enough effort to do so also lah haha)

Okay so anyway i really can't stand the boredom so yup.
Zodiac Facts.

A #Sagittarius woman will flirt openly, but without any intention of
making it last and she will gain the reputation of a heartless female.

With a #Sagittarius woman, you will never have to guess.
She says what she thinks and how she acts shows what she feels.

With a #Sagittarius woman, you will never have to guess.
She says what she thinks and how she acts shows what she feels.

The best way to woo a #Sagittarius is to be very direct and open
about your feelings while at the same time giving them space.

#Sagittarius can be quite self-indulgent, spoiled by their charm and social adeptness.

A #Sagittarius lover must be careful not to make the mistake of becoming boring or possessive.
This is a quick way to lose a Sagittarius.

A #Sagittarius lose their temperament very easily.
Sometimes with a #Sagittarius you don't know if you wanna stay or go.

If a #Sagittarius see someone, close to them that needs help,
they jump to help them without even a second thought. A Real friend.
(CHEY. LOL!)

#Sagittarius must learn which risks are worth taking
and which are better avoided.

As a #Sagittarius, you tend to have your own style which means that
in the world,you hold the user's manual to your own lifestyle.

Scorpio/Sagittarius
01. Scorpio/Sagittarius cusps seek the truth and the meaning of life,
and they love to explore through knowledge.
They are investigative and probing, often strongly intuitive and penetrating.

02. Scorpio/Sagittarius cusps are very determined,
and once they’ve made up their minds, they are unlikely to change them.

03. Expressing the fixed quality of Scorpio, they tend to be stubborn,
refusing to give up when others have long since become bored and abandoned a project,
and they get things done when no one else thought it possible.

04. Scorpio/Sagittarius people are likely to remain true to their opinions and judgments
once they have settled on them, they are not necessarily fixed or opinionated.
They have no set plan or bias but seek to learn new ideas as they come.
In this way, the mutable quality of Sagittarius is exemplified.
They desire the freedom to do what they want when they want,
and they tend to be impulsive and independent.

05. Scorpio/Sagittarius people tend to be concerned with deeper and focused learning.
They are versatile and progressive, but at times they can be impatient and pushy
if something isn’t getting done the way they want.

06. Those who wish to change a Scorpio/Sagittarius mind often have trouble
because they can never be sure what their motivation is;
they are too complex and sometimes too secretive to be understood easily.

07. Scorpio/Sagittarius are interested in thought and outreach.
They are intensely powerful, good-humored and generous.

08. They are eager and inspirational; they are about action and getting things started,
but they can also seem irresponsible or tactless if they jump in too quickly.

09. They want to experience life, rather than read about it,
and they are outgoing and friendly.

10. Scorpio/Sagittarius are motivated and loyal, but they are often misunderstood,
and others may see them as dictatorial or sarcastic.

11. They are broad-minded and enthusiastic,
but they may sometimes seem to have foot-in-mouth disease,
as they may talk too much or speak before thinking.

12. Scorpio/Sanitarians are both mystical and scientific,
a combination that makes them very aware of what is happening around them;
they are a sign of great depth.
Many enjoy travel and spiritual study and have daring and adventurous spirits.

13. Their suspicion and jealousy can pull them down,
but their passion and awareness can help them rise above this.

14. Many are natural comedians,
sometimes exaggerating their adventures to entertain others.

15. Their innate self-confidence may make them argumentative or blunt,
but their intention is to learn, not to offend.

16. They are high-spirited and enthusiastic, often flirtatious,
and they tend to enjoy social life immensely.

17. Scorpio/Sagittarius enjoy competition and challenge.
They aren’t satisfied with moving along at half speed or lowering their abilities
to let those with lesser skills beat them.

18. They tend to be lucky and may enjoy gambling.

19. Their philosophical side makes them enjoy drama and debate,
as well as most other mentally challenging pursuits.

20. Scorpio/Sagittarius are flirtatious, playful, caring and possessive.

21. They refuse to allow boredom to turn them away from projects,
and they are committed to accomplishing what they set out to do.

22. Their great love of knowledge and exploration makes them
one of the most learned characters of the zodiac.

Time just pass damn fucking slow.
I started blogging at 11, stop and start at 11.30 again and on-off in btw till now,
it's still 12 only!!
WHEN WILL I OFF WORK MAN! )):
SIAN SIAN SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN MAX!!!

18Chefs again for dinner and i so looking forward to it.
Please fast forward time can!!!

Bored @work.

2011-03-10T15:25:00.001+08:00

Omg just damn fucking bored and wasting time now T.T
I have nothing to do at ITP now.
And my eyes are closing if i don't start up this post.
Apparently everyone's doing their own stuffs.
May tan for goodness sake is watching xin.msn!!

Today i think is one of the !@#$%^&*+_)(@! day!
It's my cousin's wedding today.
TODAY.
YES TODAY, THURSDAY.
Then i gotta wake up early to prepare, woke up late to pack my bag cause i have work and i obviously can't be like wearing heels and all that.
I'm happy for her but seriously thursday is so not a good choice -.-
Troublesome for everyone except the couple themselves!
And such a wise choice of mine, i went to site visit again!
Luckily i didn't wear heels to work.

Ytd's site visit was obviously more enjoyable but both is totally beneficial.
Though i don't know if my brain can absorb so much, at least i think subconsciously, i understand whatever that is mentioned LOL.

I'm seriously bored man, really.
Just give me lots of works to do rather than making me rot here T.T
And i still can't upload the pics
Zzzz.

Get well soooooooooon and live life to the fullest!

2011-03-07T20:55:00.001+08:00

Okay, i know this been long since i updated!
ITP started last Monday and now, today i'm sick )):
Took mc for work and shall see if i'm going tml, i have mc though.
ITP wasn't very nice and enjoying but yet at the same time still okay you see.
It's like i hate the part where we were asked to pack their warehouse and stuffs
it's like we're here to learn right, not to be free slave at the same time
you guys get what i mean right.
Yeah, still i know i have to do it no matter what if they insist so yes that's what i did
on the first and 3rd day.
3rd day was the worst. The warehouse is smelly and dirty max!
The part i enjoy doing was obviously autocad.
And one thing I'm sure is that, I'm so not interested in this line.
It's not the kind i like, it's boring looking at autocad 24/7 at work!
Sigh, my 3 years of wasted youth in this course!

And i am sick now, been feeling giddy, having headache and vomiting everything i eaten ytd.
Today was better, no vomit but was giddy when i woke up initially for work,
so i went to the doc and got mc.
The doctor say it was because i lack of sleep -.-"
I also know how to say! But luckily only $21 only!

Alley Bar again with jing and chun on Friday night (inital plan was timbre but it was too packed)
Next day morning at 8 i gotta wake up to go for my grandfather's death anniversary and i lose mahjong $3.40 (divide by 10 times)
luckily lol, if not waste my money! hahahha! mahjong luck always bad there.
But the temptation cannot be resist! hhahaha

I think I'm still gonna rest home tomorrow since I've got MC?
I shall see how tml morning...!
Meantime, i must recover asap no matter what!

Cousin's wedding dinner coming thurs.. and the dress i ordered for it have delayed since valentine's!
Was kinda angry talking about it. Because initally i wanted it for valentine's then nvm since there's defects and they say they want the best for their clients so well, okay, then i waited, they told me the backorder will arrive on lastest 26th march.
End up i waited and then when i check again few days back,
they told me there's defects again! like wtf! this time they nv inform me immediately!
And i still thought it was the mailing that was the mailing that was delayed -.-
Quite bad right. Now i am thinking whether to cancel it a not cause like no point already,
it's quite classy then no chance to wear unless for formal event...
Oh dumb~

I wanted to post pics but i just install into Windows 7 and no longer vista and I'm facing problems -.-
So well, i will try to fix it and upload them soon!

You're just too kpo!

2011-02-24T00:17:00.001+08:00

So my week goes like...
Monday, i had only fresh milk with honey stars for breakfast+lunch!
Goodness me, damn hungry but i accompanied grandma to
SNEC(Singapore National Eye Centre) for her check-up because my mum just give excuses not to!
!@#$%^&*()+#@!!~

Dumb, so i brought my lunch when in the late noon when grandma was
waiting for her turn to take pics of her eyes as i happened to spot this machine!
Look damn yummy lah!

So i tried the Chicken Mushroom Pizza!
INDEED YUMMY^^
Best, especially when I'm so hungry! HAHA

But the damn irritating thing is that i board a disgusting smelly cab and
i feel like puking luh! Luckily nv puke out my delicious lunch.

Tuesday, skipped school's 'party' and went Manhattan for lunch and K @Chinatown!
I totally made the correct choice and anyway, i am collecting my model back on Friday! (:
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collage of my big face!

Today/ rather yesterday, played mahjong at home and lost $$$ ~.~
Changed timing to go check out our ITP workplace because of mahjong hahaha!
So finally i went! And it's seriously JUST BEHIND BABY'S HOUSE!
TMD, IF I CAN LIVE AT HIS HOUSE, EVERYDAY CAN WAKE UP AT 8 INSTEAD OF 7!!
SO SHIOK CAN!
BUT... yes got but so well, my dream smashed... ):
haha, just kidding!

Lol, so okay i have no plans for later on yet!
Friday, going back school to get my model with rag and then mahjong at night with yang, kelvin and baby at my house.
I HOPE I WIN MONEY!!
*grins* :D

All the recents!

2011-02-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

Rubbish can just be thrown away (:

I rotated it but it just can't be in landscape, no idea why.
but whatever~

I can't even rmb when was this! one of the last few days in school.

can spot the diff? LOL

Met up with Trina as she flying back Australia as well as tony and roy.

Yes, i think i look like shit below. !@!#$%^&*(_+)^%$#@!
And in fact, all looks weird except roy(the most left)! ~.~

Alright, that's all for this update!
And now while blogging, I'm faced with a dilemma.
Fuck dilemma okay!

Okay so i have a year-end party and at the same time,
to collect my projects and all back home that day.
But as it slipped off my mind, I already planned programs,
also because baby already got off for that day.

Now the thing is I'm least interested in the morning bbq(-.-")
but i want to collect my most recent presentation panels and my models back.
BUT the timing all clash lah!
f u c k.
If i really want my stuffs back then i can't go for lunch at MFM
and K after that. And if i go for MFM & K,
there goes my hard work which i forgot to photo-shoot my latest model.
HOW? WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE?!

...
Both as important, work and enjoyment -.-
...

~!@#$^&)_+_%$#@!~

A new begining~

2011-02-15T16:06:00.001+08:00

I wonder if this is a good start. Truly, during the interview, I have the urge of wanting them to hire me. But how far can I climb? I wonder. Still, I got to thank Lord for giving me this opportunity. People also tell me that regardless where I start my first step, it's alright. People will have to start somewhere, somehow. It is the end result that we're creating. And that comes with your very own hard work. I believe so, therefore I am not giving myself any breaks. Right after the day of presentation in campus, I will work on the following day straight.

Long ago, I haven't been able to see through as much. I was wild and playful. In result, I can't really give my Baby a good life now. I may have started late, but I am not going to give up. Regardless how much OTs I have to withstand, I will. I am no longer fighting a war myself, I am fighting together with my Baby alongside.

Sorry Baby for having you suffer much these 3 years (going 4). I promise that I will stay in this upcoming company and make something out from it. Meanwhile, Baby must also give me time and encouragements. It is never a 1 or 2 years of hard work. The main reason I accepted the offer is when the boss gave me 3 confirmations.

1. "I cannot give you a path to become someone, but all I can do is to be the compass to guide you to where you want to go. It depends on how much you want it and how willing are you to achieve it."

2. "If you just want a stable job and relatively good income, this is where you are looking for. However, we only focus on one job. If you are looking for something more exciting, then this isn't a place to be. For this place is for people who are ready to stable down."

3. "On top of your 13th month, the minimum bonus is 3mths. Looking at the past 3 years, all employees are getting 6mths bonuses. It is profit sharing of the company and we only have 20 staffs."

With these 3 mentioned. My plan will work if I work hard enough. I believe Lord will hold my hands and lead me through. He will show me the light and allows me to reach the top. With my Baby acting as my mental pillar, I can do it. Baby, please give me encouragement even when tough time gets tougher. The moment Baby started to whine, I'll whine too. And that is not healthy for our future prospect. I am really very glad to have planned for ROM next year end. It is because of that, I am striving hard. For Baby, for me, for Wu Ming and Wu Gu.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S 2011!

2011-02-14T13:12:00.001+08:00

I was actually typing some thoughts of mine but as i type more,
i decided i don't want to reveal any of the contents so well...

Yesterday, baby and i decided to celebrate Valentine's in advance.
Our very very initial plans was to have dinner at 'TOP OF THE M' in Meritus Mandarin Hotel
but sadly, they no longer provide meals.
Next up was Jaan, Equinox and City Space, Jaan was out cause of the bad online reviews,
City Space have finger snacks and Equinox.. i just wasn't prepared for it and i think
i wasn't very well dressed that day (the dress i ordered for Valentine's couldn't make it on time).

So well, we went Prego instead!
Reason being, i thought the 4-course meal they offered was pretty cheap!!
But after the meal, i thought like it's just a normal restaurant like Fish&co, Ajisen, those kind you know.
So a bit sian-half but well, i think overall was still okay.
Though it was super worth it but if i were to dine there again, i will not get the same food.

AND KNOW WHAT! I TRIED THE OSSOBUCCO WHICH IS THE BONE NARROW OF A CALF!
TASTED FUCKING DISGUSTING, OMG EWWWWWWWW!
I don't know if it's because of the gravy of the dish or what but really,
i feel like vomitting after eating it.
I LOVE PIG INTESTINES LAH BUT THE BONE NARROW REALLY SUCKS.
(I'm just trying to relate in terms of any internal parts of animals)

see the soft looking, niam niam bone narrow! Ewwwwwwww~

My 4-course meal starter,
(i didn't take note of all the dish names!)

2nd appetizer, pasta

main dish,

MBS Dessert! The waiter was laughing himself when he told us the name LOL

And Lastly, Baby's OSSOBUCCO with cheese baked rice

This post was supposed to be up ytd instead but well,
better than nothing ya! (:

P.S. LOVE YOU TANFATAN!

Life, just isn't what it seems to be.

2011-02-11T10:38:00.001+08:00

Finally I'm back blogging. In fact the sudden urge to blog is due to some work-life matters.

At many point of life, people tends to make untactful decisions which leads to a dreadful ending. Alright, perhaps it's not so bad but it's still not as favorable. If one had taken a wrong step, does it really engrave your future?

Taken back by many failures, and here I am facing another hard part of life. I'd everything planned so well... practically I path my future and now, with a twitch of a finger, it all seems to be just a dream. Life, a very common friend known to all, has never treated me well. It tore my family apart where once it was all so perfect. Turned my study life upside-down. I tried fighting, got my As and the perfect score in my PSLE, then life introduce me to a girl which started my very first wrong step... As an innocent young heart, who will not toss in everything to maintain love? And that is where everything started to go wrong... It's as though I'm living in hell for a period of time. It is until I met my baby, where my life started to change a little. But life isn't a good friend of mine, therefore it perks the relationship bad between our parents. I fought with all my strength and why does it always seems not enough? I fixed my mind on working hard in this industry and this company. I love the culture of this company a lot. In fact it's welfare is so well met and I love working with the people here but life just got them asking me to head for another company instead. What screwed life I am having here. I need a chance to make a big turn, how should I start?

How...

HUAT 2011~!

2011-02-07T22:13:00.001+08:00

My sister told me: "If next time people come our house,
they never give us red packet, don't welcome them the next time."

LOL. IT'S A JOKE AH. HAHAHAAA

Very lazy to update this blog. look at all the entries, only me updating
when it's a couple blog! -.-"
okay, was super lazy to post pics here that's why i nv update.
CNY was busy for the first three days, running here and there.
Finally ytd relatives came our house and had steamboat.
I used to love steamboat but this CNY's steamboat all not very enjoyable luh.
IN CONCLUSION,
THIS YEAR CNY TOTALLY NO FEEL EVEN TILL TODAY!

My grandma took the above pic! you believe? LOL

My 80+ years old grandma!
May god bless her 身体健康，长命百岁！

Obviously the first pic wasn't taken by my grandma! haha.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2011-02-02T00:15:00.001+08:00

My new born nephew! A Christmas baby (:

And my model which was just submitted!

(:

You should realise and change now, before it's really too late.

2011-02-02T00:05:00.001+08:00

Feel bad to say i'm so lazy to update!
Omg, esp after all the rushing of submission.
Even though i'm done with the main submission,
i still have submission on 11th and 17th feb! And it's not little either (i've done NOTHING).
But i'm just gonna enjoy first. Since i've finished early for previous submission.

Will TRY to bring my cam on every cny days, take pics and all!
Though i only brought one jumpsuit for this cny, i do have new clothes
which i've not worn before. Better than nothing? LOL.

ONE WISH:
WIN MORE MONEY AND GET MORE ANGBAOS!!!
HUAT AH~! :D

Yet another Busy Friday.

2011-01-21T14:35:00.001+08:00

I haven been updating! I've been busy doing work.
I did not even went out last weekend! What a sad life.
Supposed to have seminar today but Yvette took mc
and it was postpone to next week -.-"
Wasted my time last night to prepare the acript when I could have more time to sleep.

Finally tml I'm heading out.
Going for my nephew's first month(I forgot the term)
And hopefully some shopping!

NOW I AM ROTTING AND FUCKING WASTING TIME with gems and the lecturer-_____-

2 MORE WEEKS!

2011-01-13T23:01:00.001+08:00

Been really busy. Okay you're gonna see this line like every time i update haha.
Just as Kelly made it compulsory for us to submit our plans
and do a more-or-less final consultation, i think I'm editing the last part and i'm going to just stick with it and not care till crit!
Confirm no time to shop for cny luh, looking at my tight schedule now.

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyy, I just wanna say,
GET WELL SHIRLEY LIM!
CHASE THE FLU BUG AWAY FROM YOU!
): am sick again -.-

always very bored when baby's driving hahaha!

That's a bit of it!
Gonna continue doing my work for an hour or so, take the flu medicine baby brought for me (though i think useless but it's baby's concern! so well, i'll eat it) and then time for bed and early tod lecture tml.

First week of Jan '11

2011-01-09T12:53:00.001+08:00

Woke up earlier just now to bring mummy to the clinic
as she was feeling very giddy and vomited number of times.
But if it's me, i would rather stay home and sleep because that's the best medicine to me.

Sometimes I wonder the point of seeing a doctor because they can't even explain why whatever is happening to you and the medicines they give only works few days later, isn't it?

Hope mummy feels better now!

My conclusion for the week is i have done nothing for T3C!
Gosh, been wasting my time standing at SPInnovex doing nothing.
I hope i will not waste anymore time now because i haven done Matech ICES,
TOD Seminar, RWP report which are due even earlier then T3C!
I feel so screwed huh.

So well, i gotta finish up my food now, pack the clothes to bring to salvation army later,
wake baby up and go back Art friend again to get my materials for model.
I always plan my time well, the only problem is i somehow
always didn't go along with it -____________-
What should i do?

Life is fair?

2011-01-06T20:17:00.001+08:00

Wahhhhhhhhhh my day is so not going well can!
Just as i was doing work in studio (rare to see), Ariel came to ask me to go help out at SPInnovex.
I really want faint already luh, damn siannnnnnnnnnn ):
Wasted my time standing there still nvm, i like damn suay,
all those i approach are ppl who just wanna see see and have
other courses in mind already or are already SP students! -.-"
Suay or what?
Trina always kana those ppl who at least show interest, so good can!
I miss band, I MISS BAND, I MISS BAND ALOT!!!
T.T

Now my work is like not even half done, and don't even have submission extension! -.-
I hope i can have motivation to do my work now ah.
bye.

p/s: my hair super duper cui now, i wanna rebond asap. I can't take it already!

p/p/s: HAPPY BELATED ANNIVERSARY BABY! WE TWO SO BUSY!!

A day not to be.

2011-01-04T21:59:00.001+08:00

I suddenly woke up in the morning and i realised it's time to wake up.
But i felt weird. Still, i woke up and then i realised i actually have LOA so i need not go
but still i went, feeling uncomfortable.
And i totally regret it ):
I had slight headache and worst was i went high and low with headache just for
a fucking SP shirt. I thought they will be giving the SPinnovex 2011 shirt!
CRAP.

~~~
Now i totally know what i want for my T3c but i don't feel like doing in 3d max can!
omg zzzzz why i cannot illustrate with words instead!
okay bullshit, bye!

First day back to school

2011-01-03T18:31:00.002+08:00

I got my grades for t3b and I'm happy and smiling within ^^
Kelly made it so special and suspending that we have to go google the different ugly dolls in order to know our grades Hahahaha.
He's really one of the coolest lecturer ever!
He once got me really inspired in my course though I'm not really feeling it anymore(haha), I am so glad he's in charge of us back again cause things were made so much easier and fun for us (:

Alright, off to dinner and work!

Happy new year 0101'2011!

2011-01-01T21:41:00.001+08:00

In this new year, i wanna blog almost everyday, whenever i have
any stuffs i wanna share so that i can read them and know
how i have gone through my life in the future, be it ups or down (:
Try my best and organise my time well so i can spend my time wisely.

Basically christmas and new year in 2010 is very different from past years.
Both was spent with my families (:
Christmas with baby and family and new year with sis and bf ^^
I guess it was a pretty good ending? (:

Christmas 2010:

and the fatty baby who only knows how to eat!

otw to sunset grill at seletar on christmas eve to buy buffalo wings to try.
Brought lvl 4&6 only but by the time we reach baby's house, the buffalo wing's turn cold and perhaps the hotness went down too.
hahahha i ate lvl 4 only cause i was damn bloated after dinner at Shokudo.
Though it was rather spicy but i still can take higher lvl!
Gonna go try lvl 10 on 31 jan'11 ^^

My new bedroom! Super cute! ^^
PACMAN

Really enjoyed ytd as well as the fockers at 1.30am.
Had a good laugh though the show was pretty average (:
I think i need to do the itp test or whatever that is now already!
bye ^^

SPinnovex 2011 on the first week of school.

2010-12-28T18:34:00.001+08:00

I'm going to be real busy for the whole jan'11
because i have submission to rush and the first week i have exhibition of my work
for SP open house and it's already taking up 1 week of my time
which I'm supposed to be rushing my work.
Menses cramp is killing me now and i can't do work,
wasted my day at home again zzzz

I'm really looking forward to new year eve where we(me, my sis, her bf and baby)
will be painting our(sis and my) room!
and then we will play, paint i mean hahahah, cook, eat and
decorate whatever tgt :D
Hopefully it will bring the new year a super great and fulfilling one!

Malacca Day 2!

:D

my sister enjoying foot reflexology haha

From tumblr!

2010-12-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

Oh? LOL

(Y)

HAHAHAHA. Seriously ppl have lots of comment and links to fb.
Another example. WTF= WELCOME TO FACEBOOK.
LOL

Back from malaysia part 1

2010-12-21T17:28:00.001+08:00

Hi there. i know i should have done this earlier! - to blog!
But somehow I'm just lazy to upload the tons of photos i have man.
Alright so just a short update.
I went Malacca for a short getaway, for my birthday and for the visiting of
my relatives and my great grandmother.

Well we went the two biggest mall- buying NOTHING AT ALL.
Basically ate there ONLY.
Went Jonker street/walk and buy some small gifts.
In conclusion the shopping sensation is a total disappointment.
But the food there was pretty great esp. the chicken my great-aunt cooked.
And we ate chicken everyday.

Today,
we're supposed to meet up despite some really nonsensical stuffs that
totally spoiled our mood ytd.
But, maybe it happened for a cause, jing had fever this morning and
well everything was canceled.

You know sometimes i think life is just making a fool of everyone.
(please don't tell me christian stuffs- sorry, to me it's your belief not mine)
New friends i know just makes me feels that we don't think,
feel and behave the same. And i dislike it. Maybe it was me who changed?
I don't know and i don't want to care more.
I think the best thing that happened to me is baby.
I wish you will be what i wanted ♥

some random pics @ malaysia!

Over at malaysia's nando for lunch.
The food was ALOT better than s'pore's but we waited for fucking 1 hour!
Totally sian half on the first day.

inside the vip room of a jap/korean restaurant @ Mahkota Parade for dinner.
Food was great and super cheap can!
only 100+ ringgits.

The above is my first day.
More pics with my sister's phone(my phone was in low batt) which is not uploaded yet.

OH YES THE BEST THING IS THAT,
LUCKILY FOR US THE APARTMENTS WERE STILL OKAY!
WATER IS NOT YELLOWISH, ROOM WERE GENERALLY CLEAN,
SHOWER HEAD WORKING AND THE TOILET FLUSH WORKING.
*SMILE WIDELY*
POOR THING FOR THOSE WHO GOT THOSE LOUSY ONES!

Going to meet baby later and we'll go try the buffalo wings at seletar
IF its open because i googled and the reviews wrote that
they were closed on tues.
Alright, more updates soon!
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JUST FYI :D

2010-12-13T17:11:00.001+08:00

YOU MAY WANT TO GIVE ME THESE.

- SHOPPING VOUCHERS OF:
>F21
>TOPSHOP
>MANGO
>RIVER ISLAND
>DOROTHY PERKINS
>DIVA
>FOURSKIN
>FOX
>TANGS! (SO I CAN BUY MY NOOKA WATCH AT CHEAPER PRICE HEHE)

Some of those that i can think of lah!
If not just give me angbao, i can go buy the stuffs i want myself! :DD
Please don't give me like bossini, hangten etc. the vouchers k,
i am sorry but i will give/throw away -.-"

The angbao or vouchers can include my Christmas gift too!
*winks*
Don't need be shy ((:

Oh & just another info,
i'll be in malacca for my birthday so don't contact me on my cell (:

the loveBIRDS.

2010-12-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

I spot the black one following the white and i rush to the
room to take my camera and i only managed to capture this.
The rest with iphone is blur haahahaha

A while after the white one flew up and the black just follow suit.
They totally reminds me that the two of them are having a tiff and the
black is trying to pacify the white hahaahaa.

seee! hahaahhaa i think they notice me taking them?
HAHAHAHAHAAH LOOKING AT MY DIRECTION LEH!

Anyway the black just like to follow the white as to whatever 'she' does.
hahahahaah sweet or what.

another pair on top! hahaha

That's just a few pics lah, i observed them for quite sometime only.
Basically they were okay aftermath and flew off.
I nv seen them since haha

I AM NOT RETARDED FYI.
I think it's just really sweet and nice that i happen to look
out of the window and i saw them and observe them.
I think this is the result of too much DID.
LOL.

Let you see human lovebirds also ^^

♥♥♥

BYE! :D

I WILL GET WELL SOON!

2010-12-09T16:50:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating!
I'm currently down with flu and sore throat T.T
miserable ttm.
6.10 in the morning just now i woke up cause suddenly i had running
nose and you can imagine lah huh.
so i had no choice but to wake up and get tissue.
Obviously i went back to sleep but since then till now,
i can only breath from one nostril because my nostrils take turns to get blocked -.-
and i haven got the change to breath with both yet.
And i also realised i can't taste anything T.T

Oh ya, I'm not going Malaysia on my birthday anymore.
Seems like all the hotels are full and i might be going coming Monday,
if not then it'll be canceled.

City Plaza/ square( i just can't get them right lol), the other day for dinner.

Presenting the yummy escargot again!
YUMMY!
BUT that reminds me i can't taste anything now )):

ACT CUTE.

hahahahahah got home and this is what happens..

:D

The other day after crit, i met my sister and Hughes to cine to
get my VANS!(chilli pepper).
woo, i love it. (yet it wore it out though. hahaha)
Met my fatan after his work and off we went to arena for pool.
Oh yes, before that, i finally tried pepper lunch.
And it is disappointing.
I ate the curry beef pepper rice with cheese (something like that)
and it's not nice. it taste bland yet at the same time, weird.
And i realised it has got butter in the rice!
MAYBE. Maybe that's why i don't like it?
But it's not really that bad too,
the teriyaki chicken my sister ate was not too bad haha.

*otw back to arena*

Both of them learning indian dance as there were free indian song LOL

Alright, i will blog about the lovebirds(real birds) i took maybe, tml (:
Still got lots of photos not uploaded yet!

I had fun in my dream

2010-12-04T13:36:00.000+08:00

I actually had a adventurous dream ytd!
Hahahha and most unexpectedly with
Maytan and Connie! Lol
In the dream we were in a jungle
And then there was this super mega
Turtle! Really super fucking big.
Bigger than the size of a family car!
Then then it can actually fly!
As in fly from one rock to another
Fly as in like how monkey swing from
tree to tree!
I mean it's damn impressive le lah!
Imagine the distance btw a real Jungle
rock to another and a turtle as huge as
a family car 'flying'!
Then then aftermath we were sitting on
a tree trunk (I can't believe it after
I woke up that I actually will sit on the
tree trunk! Those red ants and all Omg),
And a rhinosarous? (a dinosaur in rhino form)
flew pass us! Omg then suddenly got some cute
creature appear in front of me and even
post for me to take pic! Lol but it scare me
when it followed me after a while hahaha

After some time~

A group of ppl ran pass us so I was like
telling the two of them to let's go up and
follow them (I dont know how we even got
there in the first place Hahaaha. My dream
started with a random guy showing us the
turtle?) LOL
And I woke up after running very very very
long(at least 10 miles) with the group of ppl.
Amazingly I could run so many miles when I
walk throughout for 2.4 back in sec school
and I Nv even complain.

Hahahhaa that's why I love to dream.
In our dreams we always experience our fears
without any fear! Lol (:

YAYYYYYYYYYYY!

2010-12-02T23:42:00.001+08:00

YES AH! IDS SUBMISSION OVER!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAYYYYYY
Though it's only thursday today, but tml feels like holiday!
I think. I'm skipping school tml hehe.
Left with tod draft essay and rwp report and i hope that marks our holiday!
I HOPE THERE WILL BE NO SUBMISSION AFTER HOLIDAY MAN!

I'll be away on my birthday to Malaysia for a short getaway.
Though i would love yo go bkk instead but well, better than being stuck in Singapore!
And it's been ages since i went Malaysia.
Hopefully will be a fruitful trip!

\
Like the previous part of this submission, my submission way different from majority
but whatever me don't care and it's over.
But suay enough, my crit is on first day and I'm the first again
though thankfully not the first on the first day.
Well well, good luck to myself in advance! (:

retarded but cute! (:

see lah the stupid baby go cut his fringe now face looks so much bigger.

the stupid blue light when we walk out of the magnum cinema in cine-.-

Haven take pic of my model with my spaces so well..
and i still have tons of photos not uploaded!
I shall do it some other day and I'm uploading those pics into fb soon (:

Oh ya, as you can see my hair really cui and super q now but i still have
no thoughts of rebonding for the time being.
still...... hate the q-ness lah! wtf.
*Pray hard i wake up with straight hair one day*
LOL!!!

2010-11-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

Okay I shall type a short post while I'm on bus now
I practically wasted my time to go school
in the morning just to submit Idc portfolio -.-
Now I'm on bus back home to finish up my Ids submission
due coming Thursday.
Initially I thought that's the end and marks our
holiday! But ended up I just know we
actually have Rwp report submission on Tues
and tod draft essay on Friday O:

I hopeeeeeeee! This holiday will really be a break.
And my birthday is coming! Most probably going malaysia
for a short getaway on my birthday for the weekend (:

Blogging on iPhone~

4 digit number for me, anyone?

2010-11-27T11:38:00.001+08:00

I've been really busy and i really dislike school O:
Those projects just make me mad.
After consultation i think i gave myself stress and
i worry about the material too much.

I need a job, i want money!
Oh ya, the other day weiken.com called me and asked to confirm if i
apply for internship, i said yes but i REJECTED the offer!
I think i was mad.
i mean yes, ariel said she found me a company but then weiken!!
SO FUCKING NEAR MY HOUSE!!
oh man and i rejected it.
AND Ariel didn't tell me the company
and now i don't know if the company is in raffles or not O:

OH CRAPPPPPPPP~~!
I think every weekend the mosquitoes will just visit me?!
FUCK. i just got a bite on my nose AGAIN!!!!
@!$#%^&*&(*)_))(*&%^$%#@!!!

T.T

I'm off to prepare to head out liao, bye.

Not all friends are forever.

2010-11-24T13:56:00.001+08:00

On Baby's birthday, we had fun in sakura!

HAHAHAHAHA

I can't upload my version sia. the video have problem -.-

And i take back my words that i will nv go sakura again,
and change it to: I don't wanna go to science center's outlet again!
(unless mummy wanna go then well, not my money lol)

HAHAHAHA
we were actually taking picture lol
♥♥♥

Upload more some other day! (:

Meanwhile, I'm doing my model on and off.
Feel very sian doing it and my villa savoye nearly crashed again.
Hate it ttm!

Not all friends are true.

烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦!

2010-11-22T13:57:00.001+08:00

I'm super busyyyyyyyyyy but RIGHT NOW,
i don't know what to do.
FML
SHOULD I go consult any lecturer OR NOT
and just continue with whatever i planned!!

Some pics on baby's birthday (with iphone):

<3

I'm not unhappy, i just love doing faces! lol
More pics on my cam which i have yet to transfer!
I'm back to... i don't know what -.-
bye!

PACKED SCHEDULE!

2010-11-16T22:02:00.001+08:00

I'm really so damn busy but I'm here for a short update.
It's baby's birthday tml and i feel so bad as a gf,
i've been so busy with school work and i didn't prepare anything at all..
guilty much >.>

Tml i need to go pray early in the morning with my mum
then i need rush off to meet baby
then what, i haven even come out with a concept for my project,
I'm left with alot of work.

Another something is ongoing (but i can't say out now)
and these have been taking up so much of my time!

Well, i just wish baby enjoy his day tml.
What else? this is just a hectic week for me,
more to be elaborated! (if i have time aftermath)

Look at my eyes last sat, all red.
i think my foundation went it or something and it hurts!

But still i did not take out my contacts and continue with mascara..
iphone's quality not very good but then if you look carefully,
my whole left eye is reddddddddd (the right pic),
the left pic is a comparison of my right eye

the redness only subsided after a few hours...
This better not happen tml! I must be careful -.-

Indeed a very dependant person, but that's me.

2010-11-13T00:34:00.001+08:00

Went malls to do my case study and all lah, am lazy to elaborate.
Ate Carl's Jr beef chilli cheese fries! WOOOO (Y)
Thanks to brandon too, for offering an easy money job to baby!
Basically just a normal happy day spent (:

l'm actually enjoying the breeze (:
but look at the q q hairs O:

I need some things in and out of life.
I wish i could have the chance to do it again and
i will definitely not choose a boring... sigh
whatever. i choose it, i accept it ):

I'm so 烦 now laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Why got so many things for me to decide and stress on?!
A great day went into... T.T

Pics from Iphone.

2010-11-10T16:55:00.001+08:00

I understand lectures, lessons but by the end of it, i will forget.
jialat or what!
sianzzzzzm just as i thought we could extend our 'crit week break',
i realised, we have A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT to do now
and submissions are nearing -.-"

we are human Mr and Mrs Megamind! hehehehe

Grandma brought me this after so long, again! :D
It's called 'leg cha' -pronounced in hokkien.
And my mum said that this is a vegetarian food.
I don't know, though i hate vegetarian food but i kinda like this.
just different veg then you mix tgt and eat (Y).
It's really not that bad!

after mixing>>>>>

they come tgt with a soup but i don't really like the soup cause
they stir and mix the veg into liquid and it's like when you drink,
every swallow is with bits of veg like that, a drink that will make you even more thirsty!
so ya, anyway it looks just damn normal,
you can imagine it's in green hahahaha

okay!
ending with...

my face!
hahhaahahaha after so long of not posting pics (:

I'm back to rushing my assignments already! Bye!

Oh yes, side note- never forget to bring adaptor back home again!!

Mega-long post.

2010-11-07T15:08:00.002+08:00

Oh I realized I haven blog about the interview ya?
the environment is totally disappointing but as I went
in for the interview I was like well, not that bad luckily,
it's just pretty small.
They have only 3 workers
and what's worst is.. the one and only lady is..
pregnant! And looking at her stomach I can only
hope she'll be back during our internship (if I get
selected and I decided I want it!)

So well we watched Megamind (non 3d)
and Megamind is damn cute and awesome!
The movie was great, you guys should not
miss it!
It was all fully booked at ps, Cathy,
cine, vivo and all the nearly orchard
cinemas so we went back to tiong bahru
to watch.

we actually went all the way down to PS
just to try gong cha.
I tried melon milk tea and well I think
it was not bad at first but after I finish
it, I felt that it's just normal and I won't
want to try it again because the milk tea
is so much more than the melon taste.
And I didnt get to eat pearls which I have
been craving for..
Anyway ya, they ran out of black pearls
and I tried their white pearls made of seaweed.
Maybe it's the white pearls which affects
the taste of the drink?
Anyway I'm not a fan of milktea,
that's in conclusion.
(baby brought the ice coffee and he only drank like 1/8th of it)
Maybe you guys can go try it!

Was at marina bay sands earlier on,
cause baby was bugging me and so well we went,
took pics and know what I nearly fell asleep
while walking!
No joke.
was super boring because I just went there
a week before and I was looking at the
same architect, same retails -.-

Okay okay pretty long entry huh!
I'm back to Eh, What? I don't know Hahhaah
I don't wanna do railings for my
Villa savoye model's ramp and other than that
I think I'm done tml's submission.
(though like I've always said,
Nv ending submissions, I still have Tod essay,
report writing, next part of project launching tml,
mini mock up Kelly wanted me to do,
many more which i can't think of, I think I can relax a bit as for now)

Blogging in iPhone~

Clichẻ

2010-11-07T11:56:00.004+08:00

Watched Megamind yesterday. Quite a cute show, Baby laughed and cried LOL. Below are some photos that we missed~

More to come~ For now I'll need to go get my lunch!

39th.

2010-11-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

Happy deepavali to all indians reading our blog (:
Today is our anniversary but didn't went out to
celebrate cause I was doing my model and imagine
the crowd out there!

Otw to aunt's house now for grandpa's birthday
celebration. Joke or not I don't know but always
such thing always fall on our anniversary.

~~
Already there and the food was unexpectedly good!(Y)

Disturbing much!

2010-11-03T08:27:00.001+08:00

Seriously maddddddddddd with the environment, whatever!
I'm awake at point of time when I have no school Zzzzz
Its like only 8.13 now and I'm wide awake,
on bed rolling >.>

Don't wanna elaborate again, I've already rant in Fb
earlier on -.-
Was just damn pissed in conclusion.
I have no school today yet can't even have
more sleep Grrrrrrrr

Shall nua for awhile and then wake up to
complete portfolio and model.
Ya, you're right. No life at all -________-

Side note for myself, print villa savoye plans
tgt with portfolio and cv/ cover letter.
Bring a3 paper!

Blogging on iPhone~

2010-11-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

WOOO thanks to dearest rag(Hahahahah)
I'm having job interview with her coming thurs
And hopefully both of us can get the job lah!
I don't wanna work alone man!

Currently Baby's at the some Halloween
Museum inside scape @lvl 2.
Initially wanted to go in on sat
before coming back home for grandma's
Birthday but I dropped the idea cause
I don't wanna waste money(like always!)

Soon it's going to be Baby's birthday
but his bad gf will be so busy
and most probably not be able to celebrate with him
le..

Still doing villa savoye model, workmanship sucks ttm!

Blogging on iPhone~

Next part.

2010-11-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

So much of worrying, I'm finally done with my crit!
Not a good one, I guess A won't be there liaooooo..
But whatever, it's over!

Busy doing villa savoye model and
I'm actually thinking if I have time to finish lah.
Cutting the windows can take me one afternoon
I guess it's just me, always the slowest.

Alright, I think I'm gonna put mask and sleep soon!
After weeks of saying, I'm finally going to do that.
Hahaha, Good night to all!

Blogging on iPhone~

I rather wait and be the last.

2010-10-29T20:54:00.001+08:00

Worrying news for myself - I have crit on Monday.
First person on the first day...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I'm kinda nervous and so not prepared T.T

My Mood box done on an age group of people in their 50-56 yrs old.
(half way done)

Final look

Journal Book Cover

Initial plans to celebrate Halloween tml at night safari is canceled
but it's rather a good news?
HAHAHAHA
cause i think it's fucking waste of money to pay ppl to scare you.
(initial plans to go was because baby and his sister wanted to go)

Thank god for you, no matter what.

2010-10-28T01:26:00.001+08:00

At times when i blog-hop and i see people blogging about
them having relationship problems,
i feel really blessed to have fatan beside me. I really do.
Even though not all the times when i needed him,
he'll there, he will always make the effort to try and help me.
And i really appreciate that a lot though i don't show it.

Thanks baby, i love you.

Though you're still not romantic enough,
stupid(don't know what I'm thinking and feeling after 3 years!),
and annoying ttm! hehehe.

♥♥♥

just can't stop looking at the below pic and smile to myself!

FATAN! :D

The way you are.

2010-10-26T19:55:00.001+08:00

Loving these ♥

Can i have a shorter face...

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ♥

Just love him so much!
though annoying and super irritating.
♥♥♥

Life.

2010-10-24T18:19:00.001+08:00

Design Inspiration - from anything and everything

Above can't even be applied on me.
To me, everyday is like this:

This post concludes my everyday life in school.

For the best.

2010-10-23T00:45:00.001+08:00

Aston with baby last weekend at Cathy, watched the child's eyes
and though i got shocked by some parts unexpectedly,
the movie wasn't scary at all.

Am and going to be real busy.
Not sure if i will have time to update this space but i will try my best,
at least once per week.
So anyway, what got me so motivated now is Kelly!
Our fatherly figure, best lecturer ever.
Because of his appearance once again,
i don't know how it works but automatically it just goes into me.
now i don't fb as much as i do in the past semester.
In fact, i haven't really been using other than on public transport
and when i wanna update some stuffs.
i have been doing work so far& it sounds great.

side note, think my fingernail that i cut off is stuck under
my letter M on my laptop's keypad. sucks, i just practically
need to hit it real hard when i type any word with M -.-

Short update.
Today's interview was considered a failure and a success.

g o o d l u c k t o m e

Mind, Body & Soul (it just makes no sense)

2010-10-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Yea I'm updating blog on my iP4 now. been really busy sorting out my future lately.

Recently I'd been waking up in the middle of my sleep due to some nightmares. all these nightmares are about my GPA. I guess I am still not ready to get over about my GPA facts. Though pondering isn't gonna change anything but I just can't control my thinking. The thought lingers in my mind even when I'm asleep... Gosh...

May my mind stop thinking about this issue...

Alas.